So I was debating or not if I should blog this & I finally made up my mind to just let it go. It's part of the "progression" process...thats a good one. Ok so like I stated with the previous post me & Jayy had a good Friday nite, and Saturday morning was looking good. It was the usual routine slept in till about 8:30am or so, cleaned, watched some TV and then....there goes that "booming" it gets louder & louder and now it has just stopped infront of our apartment....hmmm.....it's now about 11am who else "booms" that loud & this early in the day? Guess who? No SURPRISE it's Jayy's brother's (friends) who happen to be my cousins. Anyhow I being the nice wife that I am, and also not really wanting to hang out with them at the apartment I let Jayy go with them. We decide to meet up about 5-6pm for my 1st cousins daughters b-day. So off Jayy goes, and off I go getting ready to do what we do best (me & my sisters) watch some RUGBY!!
Anyhow to get to the point before i end up blogging a few pages. Jayy tells me where he's at to go get him to go to the b-day party. We find him and we're waiting & waiting & waiting for him. Now to us it felt like 10-20minutes (us meaning me & my sisters) at this point I'm getting a little irritated...I mean how hard is it to put the bottle down, say bye and walk to the truck? Obviously a little to hard for Jayy. So before he could even reach the fence...uh I had busted a "U" and yelled out the window something very unappropriate to share on this, and drove off & left. Yup...I left "Baby jayy" standing there like an idiot infront of his friends as I was driving "bye...bye..." I know I know what you all must be thinking!! Anyhow "Baby Jayy" must've called me like 10times & each time I kept hanging up on him, and telling him I'm not going to pick him up!! So to make a long interesting story SHORT.....guess what happened? He showed up to the B-Day party & gave me his sad story!! No but really it was sad.....I couldn't believe I left him like that. How easy I let myself get lost in my ignorant prideful ways. Yea..I know he could've hurried it up a little, but how hard was it for me to tell him to hurry rather than to BEEP...BEEP "Bye you mother......" yea I have a lot of growing up to do!! Anyhow as usual Jayy accepted my apology & I accepted his but now I realize how sometimes I make small things big!!